“Life is a garden, not a road. We enter and exit through the same gate. Wandering, where we go matters less than what we notice.” -Kurt Vonnegut
The trick with paths is not to think of them as places that you aren’t on. Or at least, not to think of yourself as ‘not on any path’, and have that be a ‘bad thing’.
No matter what, you are on a path.
Remember, you give yourself more freedom when you are okay with where you are than when you feel like you need to be anywhere in particular.